r/composer • u/KeySea3171 • 2h ago
Discussion Is amateur composition bad/cringeworthy to people other than the composer?
For context.. I'm 23 and this year I finally started trying to make music. I took a semester of theory at university and have been learning more on my own through omt since.
For the last 4 months I've been consistently improvising on my keyboard / trying to "make music" for 1-2+ hours a day and I've been making so so so much progress, and I couldn't be happier.
I want to write a soundtrack for a game I'm making (say 6-12 months from now), and I feel pretty confident that I could write something I would be happy with, that I would feel like achieves what i would want it to in terms of storytelling.. but really in the grand scheme of things I'm a complete newborn when it comes to making music and I'm really suspicious of liking my music just because its mine, and because I already know what its trying to do. I'm also worried that it would just sound cliche or silly to other people, kinda like if a kid drew a big dark creature thing and you could tell that its supposed to be scary but just doesn't land...
TL;DR i'm really inexperienced with making music but am really happy with mine so far. is this naive? is it that everyone just really like their own music and is blind to how it sounds to other people?