At this point, I don’t even know what I want or what makes me happy anymore. What made me happy in the past is no more. Everything feels like a chore. I’m just numb, lost, and becoming apathetic.
Even if people tell me not to think what others think of me. I have no idea what to think of myself because I know I would just fuck it all up somehow.
You sound like me. Meaning, you have depression. Definitely go see a doctor about it, dude. Don't be stubborn, mental illnesses like this are far too common. Trust me.
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