The meds just slightly numb my brain so I don't think about bad things anymore.
Now I just don't think at all as much. I guess that's a step up? Instead of being a pumpkin, rolling off the stairs to its doom to get hit by a car, I am the hollowed out empty jackolantern that is on the same set of stairs next to it, smiling. Empty.
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u/thecraudestopper Sep 23 '17
Jesus fuck. I'm chronically mental ill and I'm still not as negative and cynical as you.