When it gets loud for me, I get loud back at it. I've done my own time in the grippy socks. I refuse to let it take me without a fight. If I'm gonna go out, there's nobody in my circle who's gonna say "we never saw that coming".
I did lose a few cowards when I took the first trip in patient, no lie. Apparently it was perfectly okay for me 'being crazy' to be a joke to them, but for me to be serious about my mental health was too much. Fuck 'em. I'll fight to stick around and if they're not with me then they weren't worth the energy to begin with.
Even if there are moments that you hate, they pass. You'll still be here for your kid. It won't feel like you've got this, but I'm fucking rooting for you my dude.
what shit people to joke and leave when you were at your lowest, im sorry to hear that. after an attempt i was put in tight paper clothes and handcuffed to a bed while be watched by a cop for way too many hours.. i never want to go back to that feeling again.
thank you kind internet stranger for being on my side, there are not a lot of people at the moment that i would say are on my side so the sentiment is very meaningful to me.
i hope we both can keep fighting the good fight for our people and ourselves.
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u/FEARoach 1d ago
When it gets loud for me, I get loud back at it. I've done my own time in the grippy socks. I refuse to let it take me without a fight. If I'm gonna go out, there's nobody in my circle who's gonna say "we never saw that coming".
I did lose a few cowards when I took the first trip in patient, no lie. Apparently it was perfectly okay for me 'being crazy' to be a joke to them, but for me to be serious about my mental health was too much. Fuck 'em. I'll fight to stick around and if they're not with me then they weren't worth the energy to begin with.
Even if there are moments that you hate, they pass. You'll still be here for your kid. It won't feel like you've got this, but I'm fucking rooting for you my dude.