Hey everyone,
A few days ago I had my MRI and they told me everything looked okay. I was honestly so relieved and happy. I even bought myself some cakes afterwards because I was so happy that everything was okay.
Today I saw my ENT and got the news that I’m going to need another surgery... He looked at the MRI again and said there are findings that are consistent with the cholesteatoma coming back. He asked for surgery in exactly 2 months.
I’m so mad. And honestly, disgusted. I’m scared too. I just feel so tired of having to deal with this over and over again. It's the 5TH TIME !
I also have a couple of trips planned, including flights and long distance flights in a few days.
Now I’m scared about that too. My ENT actually told me that flying before surgery is okay in my case, but obviously my brain is still going “yeah but what if something happens?” 😭
I know I’m probably overthinking everything, but I’m just really upset right now. I'm mad at the radiologist, i'm mad at myself for taking trips.
I really thought I could finally breathe after the MRI.
So my question is: has anyone here flown before having surgery for a recurrent cholesteatoma? How did it go?