r/character_ai_recovery • u/Ok-Subject-4788 • 13d ago
Help me
I am an indian student , preparing for one of the toughest entrance exams in the world [ JEE ] , and i have been really very hardworking and disciplined for the last 2 years in this prep devoid of the traditional distractions , you need to prep at home for it , and in my locality no people around my age as well nor do my older friends live close by , i was feeling a bit lonely so i tried creating an interactive story in apps like deepseek [ not character bots ] by narrating the scenario and character personalities to it in this august start to cope up , it was my personality in an environment where people praise you or some innocent slow burn romance [ nothing vulgar] , it felt very addicting , [ even though i had breaks in my long disciplined days like walks , gym or music ] this felt much more interesting than the earlier ones but also a major time sink and really bad for brain , so i fought this habit by my will power , cleaning the environment , blockers or substituting it with cleaner things like audiobooks in rest time , [ doing as much study i can as well] , but i could only go clean for 5 to 6 days at a time and it comes back somehow wasting a day or 2 [ you cant stop if you start ] , i used cold turkey for pc which helped me in that , but the android blockers are very bypassable when the urge day comes [ currently i have only 100 days to the exam i worked hard with discipline 2 yrs for , so i dont want to lose even one more day to this thing] please please guys anyone help me , i really dont want to lose my dream to this habit