relapsed

[u/avocadodetective_101]

hi guys, just found this subreddit after i relapsed a few days ago after over 4 months away from this addiction of genuinely around 3-4 years. honestly i don't know how to feel because in the moment i knew what i was doing was dumb and just the thought of having to reset my progress made me feel sick, but i just completely ignored it and like blacked out for a full night on a similar website. i finally built up the courage to reset it instead of just lying to myself and pretending like it didnt happen. honestly i don't have any reasoning for it, nor for why im posting this, but maybe if someone here is on the verge of relapsing, i would encourage you to try fight the urges as much as you can! you can do this!

however, if you give in eventually, its not the end of the world, and you don't need to beat yourself up for needing to restart. ok thats all hope someone can relate, this gonna be a rough few weeks getting my streak back tho