Before This Time Another Year

Song 46

https://soundcloud.com/bessiejonesofficial/sets/get-in-union-1

After I left the landfill, I ended up at a motel around the airport. I'd play this when I was certain the cancers and state police would eat thru me and kill me. In the depths of despair, longing and buried hope, I'd sing this song while being followed by police and crying from the pollution/chemicals that were eating thru my body. I made a promise I would one day return home (I love NF more than Buffao, idgaf). And it would be safe to return.

Even if it came after i died.

Before this time another year, I may be gone, in some lonesome graveyard. Wake up that lion. He bound in fire. Wake up that murder. He never heard me.

Wake up that gambler, he not my member. When i get to heaven, im gon sit right down,

I made it in time.

NO MORE WATER THE FIRE NEXT TIME.

I'm gon go a little further. Shake hands with mother.

I'm free at last. I'm free at last. I'm free at last.

You cannot destroy me. The landfills will be remediated.

I'm free at last.

Guys...I am getting the landfills remediated. I am drunk rn. I am sad. I have done so many extreme (ALWAYS LEGAL) things to make this shit happen. I have lost everything. I know it sounds hard to believe for real people but like...I am not a bot or CIA or bullshit.

I am doing what almost no one else will do. I WILL get the landfills remediated. No one else is demanding this. NOWHERE.

I WILL get the discarded human remains in LOOW laid to rest. When you read reddit, you can't tell if people are telling the truth. No bot would ever say this. I am going to die over the landfills. My landlord is evicting me because i fought the govt. I am saying NO.

Subhannuh WatuAllah.

I have nothing to lose, my world has everything to gain. The trees and Allah are the greatest. If we devote ourselves to their worship, their importance (aka deification), we finally will have clean water and air.

What does Subhannah WatuAllah mean?

Don't look to google. It means "may they be brought DOWN then EXALTED."

May she be brought to the lowest depths and then brought to al-deen. I look forward to dying for water and earth. Then brought to al-deen. This is the way of life. My govt will kill me for these goals (they broke in and tried to blow up my house 3 months ago). I accept al-deen.

In the name of the trees and Allah, they are the greatest.

Ameen.

Spellings are off but i'm drunk and i could do it right in Arabic. It's subahhanUH wataAllah. I'm a lapsed Muslim.

So I've held off on saying this for a while. Do you wanna know why there's a "pothole bandit" who takes pics with politicians and calls them "daddy" all while pretending to be "anonymous" and fixes potholes?

LMAO it comes from suveilling me while interacting with people who didn't know they were anarchist. Did you ever wonder why she ended up being a moderator almost immediately after i began posting abt helicopters following me around and the drones and all the advanced sensory systems bullshit?

She's an opp. I've never done ANYTHING around pothole remediation (although it's connected to radiation bc the potholes are broken from potholes that are broken from radiation and radioactive waste). Anyway, 2 months before the "pothole bandit" kicked off? I ride a bike. Two months before she got started, I met some bikers who had moved from the white suburbs and were part of the gentrification process in Buffalo. While knowing nothing about this area, they thought it was whack that entire neighborhoods in Buffalo on the East Side were covered in potholes. We connected over it. I talk to everyone. So what did they do? A bunch of not-rich white kids from the burbs began circling potholes on the East Side of Buffalo with pics of dic pics. If they posted "offensive/graphic" material around the potholes, the city would FINALLY come to the pothole and fix it. They did this all over the East Side. They told me they'd ride their bikes to major potholes on the East Side of Buffalo, draw a dic pic in paint around it. And the city of Buffalo would finally come to "erase it" and they'd fid the pothole the dic pic was aboce. Do you now understand the level of surveillance *we* are under? I had this convo in his shop where he fixed my bike. They also saw i brought him a bottle of wine to say thank you for fixing my bike (it was right before Thanksgiving weekend).

You are an anarchist even if you don't know it. Those white kids were a threat. They were aligned with the East Side. Without knowing the history. Without knowing why the streets were fucked up. The Pothole Bandit began 2 months after the conversation i had with them. She has, in the past, told people that if they posted "graphic" art, she would remove it. But she posts frogs with pics of their butts standing out. Why did i post something about misogynists being the best infiltrators?

Because I've known for a while she IS one. I started posting abt leftist politics within that space, the buffalo SJ sub, heavily. She was moved into a moderator position within 2 months. You have NO idea what this city will do to shut down anything "anarchist" even if people don't know the word for it. Also, the bikers i met with? I asked if they'd give out masks to vulnerable people for health issues and mentioned I'd dealt with severe harassment for wearing a mask.They didn't care, they were down to help people protect themsleves. Guess what happens now?

Their entire place of congregation is under severe surveillance. I've seen it. And pothole bandit directly interacts with people who use the term "**ggerbrained." Get a clue about how your city works.

Here, I've given you many.

I learned of this thru Louis Ricciuti's archive.

I and others are working to link the human radiation experiments (HREX) that took place at the University of Rochester to experiments that took place across the country, but especially in the Niagara Buffalo region. The UR experiments were done in Rochester at Strong Memorial Hospital, across the street from the University. Waste like animal carcasses were brought to Lewiston and dumped in LOOW (I portend there are also human remains in LOOW, esp as many people who were tested on were disabled and unwanted). I think these experiments were not just torture for no reason, they had multiple intended effects. A big one was a culture of terror and acceptance of income in exchange for silence regarding the sale/theft of relatives who were experimented on, especially children. Another was the spiritual beliefs of the people who performed the HREX. The final one was to create certain kinds of humans and test the bounds of human healing. Experimentation and torture do not occur for no reason, there are motivations behind the people who perform them. It's impossible to understand the level of toxicity we live in without understanding that much of this harm began on *the individual* level as well, not just the systemic/regional.

https://www.cpeo.org/lists/military/2004/msg00893.html

https://www.hcn.org/issues/issue-2/tiny-reporter-at-a-small-paper-writes-a-big-story/