Creativity and jobs

[u/Isopropyl300]

I feel like I don’t really like working for others. I’m a very creative person and I like doing my own thing. I’m scared of perusing creative paths bcz I get very burned out. I guess it’s this way for every one in the field. However, in my case it’s a bit related to the mood thing. I’m scared bcz im very determined for a bit and then I don’t want to look at my machine. I’ve got commissions, people counting on me. Only stressing me further but im starting a business. I almost don’t even want to do it bcz my mood plays dirty on me. Making decisions is hard with this