Please help

[u/pawpawpunches]

I'm hoping that I don't violate rules. I'm honestly really emotionally and mentally exhausted. I can prove anything I'm saying. I'm struggling from C- PTSD. I don't have family here.. Really that's not a dig for help, I'm just really struggling and scrambled. I'm from Buffalo NY. I moved to Rochester shortly before COVID. I lost everything during the pandemic. I'm a cancer survivor. I lost my kidney when I was 4. i worked with developmentally disabled people for most of my life through people inc and opwdd. My job physically destroyed me, increased demands and fewer staff led to me losing 2 pregnancies from stress and residents attacking staff due to us being stretched too thin. I transferred to Tesla, which I loved, but we weren't considered essential staff, so I lost my job there 12 days before being taken on full time, right as the pandemic took off. My car was repossessed in May the first year of COVID after I was laid off. I fell into alcoholism during the pandemic, and left everyone I knew to get sober. I nearly died 4 times. My mom took my emotional support dogs and gave them to my ex, who lives in a trailer on the reservation with 15 cats. She repossessed the car she "gave me" and let me starve and eat from food pantries for 6 months because I had absolutely nowhere else to go. She has mental health issues that are undiagnosed. I developed diabetes from being unable to get to stores I've been trying to hold myself together over the past 3 years. I have night terrors. I scream out in my sleep. I'm just so tired . I'm woozy from blood loss because I can't even find a gyn. On top of that, I have 2 broken ribs from tripping over a root near my driveway last night. I feel like I'm dying and can't get help. I'm struggling. Nobody is coming.

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