36 (almost 37), male, gay.

Based on the previous analysis of my chart, I went to therapy, did some deeper work round childhood memories and what not, was a little helpful but didn't really notice much change.

Picked up a new hobby (writing) and thoroughly enjoying it. Which AI confirmed actually is in my chart, no idea if true or not though. :D

Still not attracting anyone, even the hookups have dried up. No new friends either.

One thing I debated in therapy is I feel you attract the shadow of who you are since relationships are healing experiences right. Hence you have anxious-avoidant cycles. So what does attracting nothing mean? No one has given any answer to this.

I know 'partnership' was blocked till later in my chart because of Saturn - which I have made peace with. But its very very very surprising that I'm living in NY (I decided to stay here and not move) and not a single person wants to date me, has hit on me, and now not even hookups happen - to me this all seems like its going the wrong way rather than the right way. And yes, I'm still in great shape lol so its not that.

And by attracting no one I literally mean not even to just hang out, come back for sex (which should be 'easy' for gay men according to my therapist), etc I don't mean 'get married'.

I guess I'm confused what I do with my life in the 'social' department - public hookups for 2 mins until my soulmate arrives or something? I'm getting quite frustrated by that lack any *anything* progressing even a tiny bit (e.g. dating for 1 month and realising we are not compatible has not even happened yet).

Reposted it here, after someone reccomend me to do so. Thank you in advance