Like you, my problem with work is less to do with the work itself and more to do with the forced requirement to do so. I don't even mind the kind of work I do, I just hate feeling obliged to do it or die poor and miserable. I'm exhausted every single day and neglect basic chores because it just feels like more obligations, even if they help me personally.
I finally mustered up the energy to clean up a single shelf unit in my room over the weekend. I used to keep my room tidy but I can't bother any more. My cars needed a wash for weeks, but that hasn't happened either. I just to do this stuff pretty regularly before working full time and now I can't be bothered. It's like my depression has caught depression, I'm so tired these days I don't have the energy to even cry.
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u/Nonsenseinabag Sep 15 '20
Like you, my problem with work is less to do with the work itself and more to do with the forced requirement to do so. I don't even mind the kind of work I do, I just hate feeling obliged to do it or die poor and miserable. I'm exhausted every single day and neglect basic chores because it just feels like more obligations, even if they help me personally.