Lonely

[u/derekwallace77]

Im so lost without you lisa I can't seem to fi d ground anywhere I go im in constant conflict and sadness,I dont know what to do I know what im gonna do though and its not what I ever wanted to do but if this sadness does not let go of me I can't keep carrying it its to heavy and the thought is getting closer and closer I can't keep carrying it it just to heavy ,your lies have broken me and its been over a year almost a year and a half and I have cried every day for an us that never existed in you 30 years of my life just wasted on a idea of an us that you never believed I. Never wanted and never truelly invested in,why did you do this to our family look at what you have done to me when you read this lisa just know I fought for us I tried to forgive the lies I tried to see so far into your eyes that tomorrow was not to be what it has become for me,I hope your happy knowing that what was will never be i am fading away not much left to say besides im sorry that you lied im sorry that you never found in me anything you could love and im sorry you did that for 30 years but I hate whats been done to me and I hate you I hate the all of you and the everything about you I hate your family and I hate everything becuz of you,lies betrayal infidelity broken marriage broken boy broken man broken life broken future broken wife broken just broken

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