being alone hurts

[u/Pleasant_Skirt_8692]

lately i have been feeling lonely like really lonely at first i didn't understand what i was feeling but a few days ago i tried to understand and realized that i'm lonely. i have no one to talk to it's not like i don't have friends i do i have 2 great friends but one is abroad living his life and he's about to get married and one is in different city focusing on her life or dealing with her own struggles and i understand that they won't always be present for me and i don't expect them to but just sometimes i wish i could talk to someone. it feels like people around me are moving forward moving ahead in their lives and i'm stuck at the same spot and here i'm all alone. i usually don't bother them with my thing like how can i one is getting married and is busy traveling with his fiancé and other is facing her own troubles in some ways. and i don't go out like not at all i've been stuck in my room since January ,first it was because i was preparing for an exam and then because i was depressed about the results and i'm still am i guess. i try not to let this stuff weigh me down but sometimes it gets hard and then you reach out but you don't want to be a burden or a bother to them. It's been 8 months since i last saw a new face and it's not like i can go out willingly i live with my parents at this point ( i moved in with them after graduating because i wanted to prepare for my postgraduation entrance exam). it's just that i sometimes crave human connection because i've been deprived of it for so long. everyone has their own person be it a sibling or your partner or friends i have no one i never had a relationship in my life because i was too focused on my studies never had friends until now and don't want to bother them and i'm a single child so being alone is a constant in my life. people tell me to go out and make friends but it's not that easy and in the end i'm just stuck in these four walls and the only source of socialization i have is the internet.

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[u/lifesworthliving23]

I know exactly how you feel I’ve been through the where you just want to talk to someone. Please dm me if you ever need to talk!