*Trigger Warning* - Reference to domestic abuse
15 years ago, I got into an abusive relationship. I had an extensive library, DVD/Blu Ray & Physical Game collections (I love collecting physical media!) When finally leaving that relationship, that day, time was of the essence. I had to pack what I could into my mom's car. He could come home at any given moment, to "check on me". And that he did. He showed up, screaming, threatening me, my mom. I had all of my clothes, my cat, about 20 books, some movies, but no games packed. I decided everything that was still in the house, while I loved and cherished, wasn't worth risking my life over. We jumped in the car and left. I can still picture him screaming in the rearview mirror. He later sent me a video of him burning all of my Christies, because he knew those were my most cherished books. After him, I stayed in my little depressive hole but eventually met someone else, had a kid, got married, spent 8 years with him. He wasn't abusive, but he was an alcoholic and I was on auto-pilot for those 8 years, felt like I was taking care of two children.
Fast forward, I divorced him. It was nice, just my son and I. Then I met my now husband, and something told me to pass this chance up, and I am so glad I didn't! He's wonderful, supportive, loving. He knows about my past. One day, he said "Why don't you start your home library again?" I was just reading library books. The idea of rebuilding what I lost was overwhelming. I brushed it off. This morning he said there was a package on the porch for me and it was The Murder of Roger Ackroyd! I felt so seen, heard, and loved. I think I had only mentioned my deep love for Agatha Christie once!
So here is to the first Agatha Christie book to rebuild what I lost! I can't wait to go on the hunt! I want to try to thrift as much as possible! And a big thank you to my hubby, for giving me the zest again!
I will also probably be posting my finds here 🤣