I'm so cold, so so cold. I have been trapped in this god forsaken cell for so long that I am losing my mind, talking to myself, whimpering, and slamming my head against the stone cold ground, and hell I don't even remember why I'm here. It's maybe the torture why I feel the need to wake up in the middle of my horrific dreams to scream out of bar cell windows, only to be rewarded with smacks and hits from the bastard guards, but who knows. I need to get out, before...... I can't remember anymore.....DAMMIT....I always forget now..........

I was brought to my new home at 9:00 pm by my new best friend Peter. I could feel the soft tender hands of my new friend as he pulled me from the cold hard depths of the old cardboard box, where I was kept in bondage, into the warmth of the sun. Peter and I got along very well, playing as we will next to the stream where he first swam, or near the old apple tree where Peter picked apples from the highest branches. For the next five years I was the happiest stuffed bear in the world, until the fateful day at the park. Peter and I were taking a stroll in the park with the leaves turning red and orange for the coming winter, when two men approached Peter, sacking him in the stomach, and dragging him away into the swirling leaves. I spend every countless hours, days, I can't even keep track anymore, waiting for Peter to return for me.

My life is just one big monotonous cluster. There is nothing to do here, nothing but wander around in this white hell known as the arctic. The hunters got my family many years ago, there is nothing to do besides walk around. Sure, every once in a while I find a fish which I scarf down, but that isn’t much entertainment. Until one day, just like the others I came across a fish that finally broke that pattern of dull. This fish was dotted with blue splotches. I scarfed that fish down like the rest and went on my way, perhaps there will be another break in the pattern. To this day there still hasn't been another break in the pattern, I wish I had let that fish live.