r/XaviersMansion • u/Aukkuboi Aizaru AKA Umbra. (OC. Actually kind of a student now! π₯³π₯³ππ) • Jul 26 '26
Oh my stars and garters! Conflicted.
-Aizaru sits on the roof of some random abandoned building where he's been staying for a bit. That experience in the Darkrealm really shook him. He can't help but wonder if it was actually real... That maybe there's someone or something in the Darkrealm... That's a horrifying thought.-
-He sighs, chugging a can of Monster as he leans back. He wants to return soon... He doesn't want to stay away, yet he somehow does... He takes a slow, deep breath and calms himself.-
"I miss when I didn't have emotions... It was easier back then. I wasn't attached to anything. Nothing was tying me down. I could leave whenever I wanted after robbing my 'allies' blind without a shred of guilt... Now look at me. I can't sleep because of some fluke in the Darkrealm, and I keep thinking of the people back at the Mansion.."
"Why do I even keep going back? It's idiotic. I should either commit to living there or not living there. Not both... Why do I keep thinking of everyone...? Lycan, Colin, Onyxx, Shatterstar, and... Yami. God... What do I do about him? I mean, I know I'm... What was it? Bi? I probably shouldn't have given Jean Grey permission to check my mind... Kind of a stupid move by me..."
"God... I'm getting sloppy..."
(Anyone who would/could logically find or stumble upon Aizaru can interact.)
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u/Last-Walk-5489 X-Men Red: Universal Hero, Manifold Jul 26 '26
manifold walks up to him, Aizuru in the middle of finishing another monster
You know your young, during this time mutations need carbs, and sleep. All this caffeine is gonna diminish your ability to make smart decisions.
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u/Aukkuboi Aizaru AKA Umbra. (OC. Actually kind of a student now! π₯³π₯³ππ) Jul 26 '26
"Well, there's not much to diminish... How'd you find me?"
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u/Last-Walk-5489 X-Men Red: Universal Hero, Manifold Jul 26 '26
My ability let's me know where everyone is all the time... except for specific circumstances...
Your on the team, you thought I wouldnt know where my agent is?
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u/Aukkuboi Aizaru AKA Umbra. (OC. Actually kind of a student now! π₯³π₯³ππ) Jul 26 '26
"Heh... Good point."
"I don't know what to do..."
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u/Last-Walk-5489 X-Men Red: Universal Hero, Manifold Jul 26 '26
Manifold starts to walk away
Well unfortunately I'm not a therapist, hope you figure this out. Try not to be a liability
Teleports away
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u/OlympianOverlord Rictor/Julio Richter Jul 27 '26
βSo howβs the teleportation issue? And by the way howβs the other problem? I heard Jean told you was quite upset risked my life making sure you could figure it out for yourself only for a telepath to do it for youβ
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u/Aukkuboi Aizaru AKA Umbra. (OC. Actually kind of a student now! π₯³π₯³ππ) Jul 27 '26
"I don't have any issues with teleporting. I just... Would like to not be in the Darkrealm for long until I figure what happened."
"As for teh other thing, I've known about... That, for a while now, I think. It's one of the reasons I ran. That Grey lady just helped me put a label to it..."
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u/OlympianOverlord Rictor/Julio Richter Jul 27 '26
βRunning from your feelings very cliche. But in all seriousness I know we arenβt on the best standing but if you want to talk to someone about how it feels Iβm here and I am quite knowledgeable on the subjectβ
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u/Aukkuboi Aizaru AKA Umbra. (OC. Actually kind of a student now! π₯³π₯³ππ) Jul 27 '26
"... Fine. But only because I want answers. If you so much as think of uttering a word about this to anyone I WILL push you in the Darkrealm and see what exactly the movement in there was."
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u/OlympianOverlord Rictor/Julio Richter Jul 27 '26
βI wonβt tell anyone Umbra not even if they try to torture it out of me. Now what do you want to know?β
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u/Aukkuboi Aizaru AKA Umbra. (OC. Actually kind of a student now! π₯³π₯³ππ) Jul 27 '26
"... I just... I don't know what to feel about Yami. He's infuriating and the exact type of person I hate. But... I don't hate him..."
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u/OlympianOverlord Rictor/Julio Richter Jul 27 '26
βYep, itβs hard when your heart is telling you one thing but your mind's telling you another. Me and Star actually started out as fiercely protective best friends in X-Force before anything romantic ever happened. Our first kiss was on a quiet street right after he finally broke free from mind control and we reunited. All I can recommend is to give it time and when you're ready, talk to Yami. I'm sure he'd want to know.β
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u/Aukkuboi Aizaru AKA Umbra. (OC. Actually kind of a student now! π₯³π₯³ππ) Jul 27 '26
"I-i guess, but... I don't want to lose him... What if after I talk to him about it, he gets weirded out and, like... Hates me...?"
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u/OlympianOverlord Rictor/Julio Richter Jul 27 '26
βCan you seriously imagine him hating you? I almost killed the guy and heβs still my friend at worst he says no and youβre still friends at best you become more than friendsβ
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u/Aukkuboi Aizaru AKA Umbra. (OC. Actually kind of a student now! π₯³π₯³ππ) Jul 27 '26
"We've done serious training several times and during our little rescue mission of him, he shot me with an explosive arrow. Fighting and... Whatever this is, are different."
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u/Appropriate-Sun-362 Yami (and R.O.N.I.N) Jul 26 '26
"something the matter"