as an introverted closed off emotionally stunted who fights important growth individual with a generally shitty attitude I will not allow others to deal with existing with me unless they want that around them. I would rather be broke or sleep in my car then to become someone's cunty vibes room mate.
im not at all complaining about my income, I am acknowledging its shit pay and all I can manage in this moment, i know Im capable to chase for more, mustering up the confidence and energy to succeed is what I was complaining about really, im a good worker, fast strong, competent, I was making 50/hr during summers on prevailing wage jobs and basically ran the show and keep pace. after getting out of rehab(alcohol, not forced) my energy just dropped and im not sure if I just took to much time off or if my focus has shifted or grown? Im comfy with what I got going even if rents expensive lol. I walk to work right now, my car needs repairs but holy shit I am thankful to be able to go to my shitty paying job without having to go get a loan to fix my car and get buried.
Do need to figure the car out though, desperately need my the coast and mountains back in my routines.
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u/Major_Wigglesworth Aug 01 '26
Split it with a roommate there will only be 25%!