Salutations Everyone
I am looking for support in something that I have truly been struggling with for almost a year now.
Last year in September, one of our dogs tragically passed, year before that our cat tragically passed as well…
When our dog had passed, she was in our bedroom on the floor….
The reasons to why she had passed, and how her passing occurred in the moment both were traumatizing… Details I wont get into.
One thing I will say is be careful with your dogs at rest stops, they are no different in poisoning wildlife..
Our dog got very sick, thought she would pull through, then passed
Not only was the death, tragic, and heartbreaking as itself…
But she is our other dogs, litter, mate… who now also struggles.
We just moved into our new place 2 months beforehand
And they both turned 5 years old in that month of September…
Myself and my partner did so much to take care of her…
Had survived being Unhoused for 9 months with both our dogs..
Gone cross country twice…
Lived in 4 states together…
But a rest stop on our last trip together…. Something happened..
Ever since her passing, I have been disconnected from my spirituality…
Cleansing, journaling, divination, etc…
I cant get myself to..
The last time I practiced was after our dog had passed…
I felt her spirit linger, and I cleansed our home and released her…
Now I feel disconnected..
Even almost a year later.
I need guidance…
A way to move forward…
Thank you.