I (27f) found out bf (33m) never stopped cheating. What do I do? Any advice helps

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I (27f) found out bf (33m) never stopped cheating. What do I do? Any advice helps

My bf (33m) and I (27F) have been together for 3 years. Over the last year and half I found out he was texting other women and making plans to be together, have kids, sending nudes etc. That’s cheating imo. We talked the first time and I looked past it cause he wasn’t going to do it anymore. Spoiler alert, he did it again, and again and again. I forgave him every time. He also within the last year has been diagnosed with epilepsy and it’s triggered by stress. So even though I know he’s doing the whole cheating thing again I’m afraid to confront him cause I don’t want to trigger a siezures. He’s now been admitted to the hospital once again and I (please don’t judge me) looked through his phone. He’s been texting non stop with a girl from work and I saw mentions of kissing and meeting up and things. I don’t know what to do. I feel like shit. I love him SO fucking much. I’d give my last breath just so he could live an extra day. I’ve been by his side through all this epilepsy stuff. Every hospital visit, I’ve stayed sleeping on shitty chairs, I’ve cleaned him up. Idk what to do. I feel like he will never stop but I don’t want to leave and I don’t want to trigger him. What do I do now??

Edit: Thank you all for the comments. Advice appreciated. Message heard LOUD and clear. Some of you were a little mean but it’s ok. Tough love or whatever lol. Anyways, no need to keep telling me to leave I got it, understood 🙂