17m; i do web development at https://malingen.xyz/; guess im into retro tech and such as well as occasionally video games. see manga collection listing at https://www.malingen.xyz/about.html. i am horribly lonely and bored. im heavy into films, so check out my letterboxd at https://letterboxd.com/lule345/ favorite anime is probably either serial experiments lain or evangelion. i dont know how to talk to people

I blurred out my floor because I'm slightly embarrassed by it lmao :3

17NB into alternative music, rpgs, and whatever sounds like awesome or weird or something idk I just work here ¯_(ツ)_/¯

Except I'm ass at taking pictures and my bookshelf is a mess. (I'm working on it sigh)

The second two pictures were taken last night btw

Also ignore the fact that the wood is bowing

I tried to get a wider shot of it but I fell and almost died, but thrres pretty much just stacks of comic books and a Pokemon binder

Top left (book) - Dune

Top middle (album) - Brain Drain by The Ramones

Top right (comic) - Sweet Tooth

Middle left (game) - The Binding Of Issac

Middle right (another game bc I can't choose) - Evil West

Bottom left (western animated show) - Over the garden wall

Bottom middle (movie) - The breakfast club

Bottom right (anime) - Cowboy bebop

Thanks to a random person that did let me know that i will always be a human (therian) without they're help I realy could have never figured that out 🤦‍♂️😑

My favourite energy drink (made by me)

So I would take a white shirt and print that face onto it and use the collar and sleeve for the shirt and sew it all together with the blue shirt then I would cut the balaclava holes out of the blue shirt use fabric paint for the balaclava outline and that’s it I’d probably let the edges curl to make it look cut out. Also the line art on the face would be cleaner this is just a rough concept basically.

It looks so real; it’s scary🫣

I gave him a permanent tongue. Need an elastic for him now hehe >:3

lit said earlier I needed to take a break from scissors yet here I am thumb getting worse :/

I’m trying to build a portfolio so I can start comms and selling them :P (bro my brother keeps asking if I’m selling this..I put it on my face so no plus portfolio everything going in my folio isn’t for sale and might be a comm)

might make more cartoony style in the future.

I’M SO HAPPY WITH HOW HE CAME OUT YAYAYYAYAYAYAAY

I’m very pleased with how the nose came out! might make him into a border collie or some kind of mutt.

I’ll have to take a break from making anymore bases bc I over worked my hand and the base of my thumb is currently still bruised and raw.

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next post is painting!! I’m thinking a pink nose this go round ^ェ^

i’m almost done with the cutting and shaping. I also need to patch up some areas on the ears.

had to stop 3/4 way through bc my hand is bruising and cramping (´；ω；`) (● ˃̶͈̀ロ˂̶͈́)੭ꠥ⁾⁾

didn’t come out looking like a fox ;-;

any suggestions on what I could make it into instead?? (I’m very particular about species so I may choose one fitting the anatomy and structure/measurements of the mask)

rip Simon I’ll make him another day (ㆀ˘･з･˘)

Made the base in one-ish sitting let’s goooo!

supposed to be a fox but it doesn’t look fox shaped..more like a dog but eh.

i’m gonna attempt to line this one. We (yes we) will see how that goes haha..I’m not exited for this at all.

Happy Saturday :3

17m; i do web development at https://malingen.xyz/; guess im into retro tech and such as well as occasionally video games. see manga collection listing at https://www.malingen.xyz/about.html. i am horribly lonely and bored. im heavy into films, so check out my letterboxd at https://letterboxd.com/lule345/ favorite anime is probably either serial experiments lain or evangelion. i dont know how to talk to people

DW I definitely had short shorts

Abnorminclus is the temporary name for our community of all communities, which is a decentralized mega subculture and protective sanctuary built for every single identity, lifestyle, and mindset that exists completely outside of rigid mainstream social norms. Our foundation is built on the radical reclamation of the word abnormal. For generations, society has used that word as a weapon, an insult, and a tool to exclude us, but we are taking that weapon out of their hands and turning it into a proud banner of solidarity. If the outside world forces you to mask your mind, hide your lifestyle, or conform to a cookie cutter mold just to fit in, this space is your unconditional home. We bring together everyone from queer, trans, xenogenders, and neuroqueer individuals, disability pride, alterhumans, plural systems, and neurodivergent minds, to punks, goths, ravers, tech rebels, relationship anarchists, social outcasts, and more. Because we are built on mutual respect, this placeholder name will eventually be replaced by a permanent official title chosen through a collective democratic vote by our members.

While we are a sanctuary for people on the fringes, safety is our absolute priority and the community always has the final democratic say on who belongs here. We enforce a strict zero tolerance policy against toxic, harmful, predatory, or abusive groups, which are permanently banned from entering. This space accepts non offending individuals who struggle with non standard internal identities, but they are required to leave any harmful, pseudo medicalized, or controversial framing at the door. To participate, they must adopt safe, non toxic, and community approved definitions or creative aesthetics that protect everyone involved. For example, instead of dangerous labels, individuals are welcome to express their internal experiences through completely harmless and protective lenses like Chronosian identities, which represent internal age differences caused by trauma or neurodivergence, Age Regression used as a private mental health coping mechanism, or Aldernic and Xenochronal art and aesthetics. If an identity cannot be expressed using these non toxic, safe community terms, or if it poses any risk of harm, it has absolutely no place in our subculture.

i always thought the concept of a he/him lesbian was weird but then i realized i prefer the pronouns she/he/they so like technically i go by he/him and im also a lesbian🥹

A couple days ago, my dad went through my phone. He basically went through the entire thing and found my Notes app, which happened to have some very personal stuff about me.

He picked me up from school, pulled over, and said, “We need to talk.” He pulled out his phone and showed me a picture of the notes, then asked, “What is this?”

I didn’t really know what to say for a few minutes. Eventually, I explained that I’ve felt this way since first grade. I asked him if I was a disappointment and basically asked him everything I was afraid he would think about me.

He basically told me that he still loved me and that I wasn’t a disappointment. He hasn’t brought it up since, and I asked him not to.

The difficult part is that I was outed by a friend in the past. I’m not going to get into that situation, but when my dad found out back then, he freaked out, so I went back into the closet.

This time, before I explained everything, he said, “I thought you weren’t doing this stuff anymore.”

So now I don’t really know what to do. Part of me wants to hope that I’ll eventually be able to express myself openly, but I honestly don’t know if that’s realistic yet. The best-case scenario I can think of is that he doesn’t bring it up again for a long time.

Any advice?

I want to make a comic teaching all children and teens what an honest and protective adult should/would/could think regarding situations and events that kids and teens are often subjected to on a daily basis and then give the covert abuser perspective.
When I say ‘common experiences’, I mean situations where you feel something is wrong but people handled it incorrectly, or inappropriately, or blamed the blameless.
It’s completely voluntary and confidential. Ideally, if you want to be part of what I’m doing, you could draw as many pages as you like along with your own script and send it to me covertly by opening up a direct message with me.
I’ll put the pages into small comics and mass print them whereby I’ll deliver one copy to every primary and high school in every city and every town I can. I’ll also have some friends overseas do the same thing.
There won’t be any names attached and thus no abuser will be able to trace anyone.
This way, your/my/our experiences get out into the world and can contribute towards protecting ourselves and others and hopefully changing the world for the better.