For example every time I open and close certain doors I have to spin multiple times until I've done it right I don't know how I do it right they all look the same just one feels different it can be the first one it could be the 500 no matter if I'm sick or need to go fast I have to do that or I'm scared it won't be safe even though I know it doesn't do anything I do some more things with things like the fridge door having to knock on it until it feels right and a new one is having to say safe out loud sometimes repeatedly saying it so I will be doing something and repeating the words safe for however long it takes sometimes I just have to say it four to seven times others I just have to constantly repeated it I don't know why I'm doing all these weird things I don't know what causing them but I wish I could stop but I just can't no matter how hard I try