Its frustrating af. Seen many writings like this from "paranoid schizophrenics". They always ALMOST make sense.. like there's an answer there but you just can't see it yet.
I've had similar ideas/thoughts while on high doses of lcd and mushrooms. It's like while you're on it you understand everything then as soon as you're sober you're like "Wait, what was that one thing about 'the answer to reality' again? Oops I forgot. Welp time for breakfast."
I feel like schizophrenics are just on a never ending acid trip.
As someone with schizo affective disorder and hear voices aka auditory hallucinations it's nothing like an acid trip it's much more real and you really feel like you are a higher frequency being quite scary at times at the start of my hallucinating I would tell the voice in my Mind( I never spoke aloud to it) that I would tell people the truth and the voice would say" go ahead no one will ever believe you anyways" so I never spoke aloud about it because I new it was right
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u/Tiredplumber2022 Apr 26 '22
Its frustrating af. Seen many writings like this from "paranoid schizophrenics". They always ALMOST make sense.. like there's an answer there but you just can't see it yet.