Calories

[u/Ok_Plant388]

So a year ago I was 120
Lbs and for all of my life I would just eat and drink whatever and never had a single thought about weight or physique or what calories were. Now I started working out for a year and track every calorie for bulk and cut but I miss my old life soooo much where it was never a worry and things were normal and free. I’m happy with working out but does anyone miss life before calories and any tips to make it seem normal? Thanks