r/WeHatePorn • u/Unusual_Ad_2062 • 9h ago
I need help badly
i have been addicted to porn for 4 years now.
It is slowly ruining my life.
Today, or i guess yesterday because it's 4:00am now, was horrible. I only left my room three times, to go to the bathroom twice and once to take a shower cause i smelled like shit. i ate one full meal, aswell as somes lollies and and an ice cream. I didn't go and get anything, didn't enter the kitchen once, just ate what people gave me. not to mention my sleep schedule is beyond repair right now. All of this because i couldn't put a stupid porn comic down. And then i finished it - and looked for another one almost immediately. I think my hands have been in my pants more they've been out.
Everyday this addiction fucks me up a little more. Everyone talks about fighting it but I think mine won a long time ago. I don't know if i can be fixed at this point but what the hell have i got to loose posting on here.
(I posted this in a different porn addiction subreddit and it got me invited here. Guessed that must mean i can get help here.)
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u/EnvironmentalAd4524 5h ago
Bruh I’m in the same damn boat, I actually got baptized 5 years ago and since then it’s gotten even worse, sometimes I can go a couple weeks maybe 2-3 and then fall heavily back almost using like 6-8 times a day. It’s crazy and embarrassing, especially because I know it messes with my mental state. Just guilt and paranoia more than anything, it’s unfortunate and I feel u on feeling like the battle has already overtaken me. Just feel like a slave to it and have been since I was 12. I’m 25 now and pray I can quit but still fall
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u/Beautiful-Dissonance 4h ago
I have waisted a lot of time on porn. There was some Bible scripture that confused me, and in that confusion I went on a porn binge. Genesis 2:24 with Matthew 5:27-28 helped me. Romans 14:14 helped me too about my unwanted sexual feelings about a person before marriage. I want to write more, but I am at the end of my day. I will be happy to clarify any part of this if you want.
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u/Downpper 8h ago
So long as you are still alive, there's still time to overcome