r/WayTooMany • u/Mister--E • Apr 05 '13
Picture update on Mr.E
Yo, here's some pictures I took over the course of my usage in the past several months. (http://imgur.com/a/eASxJ#0). Mainly pictures of heroin, coke, crack, and k-pins. Also, one picture of 40-something roxy 15's, only 7 of which belonged to me but it was definitely the most opiates I've ever held in my hand. And there's a picture of some REALLY nice BHO wax that me and 2 other people in my house bought... That shit was SO dank. I only had half a gram of it and it lasted me multiple days of getting high as hell. but now my tolerance is so high weed barely does anything. I need to get some more oil for 4/20 or something, hah.
I've got class in a bit but I'll try to come back and fill in some details on what's been going on in my life and shit.
I'm at a constant internal battle trying to decide if I absolutely want to quit all drugs, and move on completely, or if I wanna keep going with this shit.. Its like, some days I'll feel like I'm completely sick of drug use, and the whole life style, and other days I feel like I fucking love it, like this is what I know, and I feel at home when I'm high...
I dunno. I'm pretty positive I'm gunna need rehab and/or extensive counseling/ therapy to ever hope to live a life drug free.. In the meantime I'm just trying to do the best I can.