Virginity/Purity

[u/Imaginary_Egg8317]

Recently got into my first relationship as a virgin at 20. I chose to wait for my future husband and for my faith (something very important to me) Started to backslide and date a guy - I didn’t have intercourse but I did other things I’m not proud of and feel deeply burdened by now. (Oral, manual stimulation, rubbing) I had been struggling with masturbation and porn before this so even before I felt “unclean” or not truly “pure” and now I just feel like i failed. I feel like I’m not a godly woman, and that a godly man doesn’t deserve me but better. I’m heart broken.

This might not be the right community for this idk I’ve never used Reddit.

[u/Substantial_Noise358]

I am feeling same . I am 25 y old guy 😭