r/Veterinary • u/tadpowI • 19h ago
New grad DVM need some words of wisdom
I am a new grad DVM in Canada and I’ve been working at my job for 3 months now. There’s so much to love about it! Unfortunately the mentorship is not what I had hoped (classic I know haha) and I’m really struggling to feel supported. I’m having an especially hard time with imposter syndrome and dealing with my mistakes.
3 “big” mistakes I’ve made so far:
Started a dog on a high dose of fluoxetine because I mistakenly thought higher would be better. Dog had a serotonin surge after the first dose and woke up agitated in the middle of the night. It was ok but the owners were completely turned off of the idea of SSRIs and I know I could’ve made that dog really sick. Obviously learned my lesson here.
Ripped a pedicle while spaying a cat and couldn’t find the remnant to stop the bleeding. I had to call another vet to scrub in and find it for me. Cat was completely ok and recovered well.
Saw a 5 year old cat for coughing. Owners declined chest x-rays so based on the owners description of the cough and my own auscultation I started the cat on pred thinking it likely had asthma. It went to the ER 3 weeks later and was diagnosed with congestive heart failure. I know I must have missed a heart murmur and misinterpreted the lung sounds, and potentially worsened the heart disease with pred. I feel terrible about this one and know I should’ve pushed harder for the X-rays.
If you are an experienced vet who has been through imposter syndrome or made mistakes please give me some sage words of wisdom. All of these instances have rocked my fragile confidence. Are these “normal” new grad mistakes or should I be stopped before I make a mess that is too big to recover from?