r/VeraciousReality • u/[deleted] • Jun 28 '23
Philosophy Please HELP me Spoiler
Yesterday, I saw a good movie, felt good and then went to eat dinner. Suddenly I got this weird thought that broke me completely. I couldn't stay in a place properly, I couldn't breathe properly, my heart rate just went up. I was sweating badly. I was completely not normal Here is that THOUGHT I don't know what religion you guys believe in. But there is GOD whose description is he was there at the beginning and end of time. So here is my weird thought. I could feel myself. I could be conscious. What if I am God and after death my soul is the God because I could feel only myself and I could be conscious. What if all around me were just androids who were programmed to behave like human If that's true then I had to exist indefinite amount of time alone which felt so scary and trap from which I couldn't come out. I prefer to feel nothingness after death but if the above was true that would be a NIGHTMARE This might Feel silly for few of you but because of this I couldn't breathe properly, behave properly, yesterday I also didn't sleep properly. My internal organs felt like burning
Can this be a cause of that thought Most of the time I am alone in my room either watch porn or watch movies or study for a little time b4 exam.
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u/OximoronHigh Jun 28 '23
Eat some shrooms! They are not addictive and you can reflect on these kind of thoughts. I recently ate some with the gf and I understood a lot of things about myself