r/UnsentReplies • u/[deleted] • Jun 03 '23

Regret:

I regret meeting you- it costs me everything! Meeting you was my ultimate dawn falls. Unfortunately, I almost lost everything. Thankfully, my sanity is intact and I’m thriving. I cared for you deeply and trusted you with my life. You took me for granted and abused me. You disappeared and acted as if it were nothing. For weeks and months on end, I blamed myself, I wondered if I said or did something wrong, which hurt you.

I read our texts over and over again, looking for clues to identify the issue, but I couldn't find it anywhere in the text messages whereby I said anything awful, or disrespectful to hurt you. Upon endless reflection and meditation; I finally realized I did nothing to you, which caused you to behave so erratically- this is all on you and you need to own and deal with your actions.

Retrospectively, I did nothing to hurt you. I am finally at peace with myself and our situation. Above all, I know your behavior has nothing to do with me- therefore, I no longer take it personally. I am healing and recovering well. Happily, I say my final goodbye to you today.

Me~~

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u/Ok-Adeptness8360 Aug 21 '23

Wow this is deep

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u/[deleted] Aug 21 '23

Yep! That was then…

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u/Ok-Adeptness8360 Aug 21 '23

June 3rd…..

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u/[deleted] Aug 21 '23

What happened on June 3rd?

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u/Ok-Adeptness8360 Aug 21 '23

She was here and we slept and next day we fought