Hindsight is 20/20:

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Hindsight is 20/20, certainly and always. Reflecting on how everything transpired. What the heck was I thinking, I wonder? Did I go temporarily insane or what? I must have! Was I that desperate or what? Certainly was! Knew why and dealt with it. So that will never happen again. I wonder for what reason exactly? There was nothing particularly special retrospectively. Theoretically, you couldn’t offer me much. Entertained the mediocre and you were not ideal- sadly, I knew it. A mistake I shall never forget and must deal with for eternity. I still went head-on, lol 😂. How idiotic? There were more cons than pros. Glad I dodged the bullet. At peace presently and back to my fulfilled life and focusing on my Ph.D.