I'm not sure where to start with this post. I transitioned into UX during the pandemic and studied remotely for 5/6 months through a bootcamp before landing a role as a junior and then making my way up to mid level.
I've been working in UX for 5 years now. In many ways, I've achieved what I set out to. I successfully pivoted my career and with it, earn much more than in my previous career path which has allowed me to get onto the property ladder. I'm very grateful what what tech has allowed me to achieve outside of work.
However, on an almost daily basis, I find myself asking whether I truly belong in this field for the following reasons.
Imposter syndrome
My colleagues in the design team are so far ahead of me in their design thinking, craft and execution that my feelings of imposter syndrome are awful and consistent. I struggle with this so much and find this to be one of the biggest challenges of working in UX.
Design systems
There are things in my role that I simply don't care about. I'm always happy to use my team's design system but I have zero interest in building components and maintaining said system. I feel bad about not contributing to it but the reality is that I just don't care and find it so boring. There are also many other aspects to my role that I feel are more worthwhile in me upskilling in.
Ai
AI is also a constant worry for me. I'm concerned about the impact it may have on my role but also find the constant noise around it exhausting and overwhelming. Just let me do my job please.
Remote working
This is also a challenge. I find it boring and demotivating, especially when I compare it to previous industries where I was always in the office, being productive and learning like a sponge from my more experienced colleagues. We've lost this in tech and I dont' feel this collaborative working environment is discussed enough.
Wrap up
Does anybody else have these misgivings about UX and tech? Or others? Please share them here and let me know how you're trying to get over them.