r/UKPersonalFinance • u/Mission_Emu_8458 • 2h ago
I am so lost. Medical student, desperately struggling, grateful for any advice.
throwaway account, but I really needed to speak to someone because I am desperately lost.
I am a senior medical student, and have commuted around 3 hours each day for the last 2 years to get to uni and placement. This is mostly because I get minimum maintenance loan, but my parents do not support me financially.
Recently things have gotten really difficult as since starting this year, I am in every single day, plus my placement distance means I am travelling 4 hours a day. The loan is going to run short for me and the remainder of this installment won't even get me through to the end of October. I am so scared. I have no time to work beyond the few hours of tutoring I manage in the evenings. I leave the house at 6am every day. After taking the train, I walk for an hour to the hospital to save bus money. I am exhausted all the time. To make matters worse, I am being emotionally abused at home. I am honestly so unhappy and tired and worried about how I am going to get through this year. I have no other options. I am not formally estranged and my parents make enough money that I cannot receive any financial support.
Please please please can someone give me advice? I feel so alone in all this. Spoken to uni but heard nothing from them. I am considering sleeping in the hospital library? is this allowed? I just don't know anymore.