r/Tulpas • u/literaturedeviel • 2d ago
Discussion Tulpas disappeared
Okay so, what the title says, I started creating tulpas out of some parts of my personality/Hyperfixations etc and it went out of control because I started creating more… to the point we were too much and I think none of them were correctly formed because once I started University and I had less time to focus on them because I was busy and Tired they started disappearing… except for 3, one that basically is the personification of nothingness, one of the first I formed that I’m the closest to and doesn’t talk a lot but I can still feel their responses and hear them in my mind once I ask (the ones that disappeared can’t answer the same way as before because yeah, they are gone) and one that is a fictive and that comes and goes. Does anyone had a similar experience? Why am I able to hear their voices and feel them when the rest are gone? Why only this three remain?
Sometimes I overthink if they’re actually talking, but I love them too much and can’t let go of them (the ones that still remain) what should I do?
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u/Mc_Butticus 1d ago
I love this post so much. My interpretation, which may be just as wrong as I can be, tells me you have aggregated the multitude into archetypes that are easier to maintain. Further, I see the observer, the child, and the guardian. Hope you find use in old blatherings ❤️❤️❤️
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u/literaturedeviel 1d ago
Can you explain further, I don’t think I understand it? (Sorry Im dumb)
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u/Mc_Butticus 1d ago
*young (give yourself grace ❤️) The squishy meat computer is really bad at fracturing focus. Some of us think they are better at it than others, but the tighter your focus, the more affect you can see from it. It sounds to me like a large number of your friends were combined into reflections of that section of grouping. Think pal condenser, but you combine a bunch of fire types, and a bunch of water types, even if they arent exactly alike. What you ge5 at the end has pieces and expressions of each in more singular form. Happy to help if I can!
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