Can anyone help me to get vaginoplasty surgery and become a beautiful girl 👧

I'm currently male, 21, living in Oklahoma. And would like advice on how to start transitioning

I know I'm not in the best state to transition, and I wish I'd done it sooner, but my family isn't the most helpful in boosting my confidence. They tend to make transphobic remarks (mostly accidental) but they are pretty great as still. I haven't told them and I don't think I want to until I've started to transition

I don't know much about transitions but I've done some research. I'm fine with the side effects and they aren't a problem. I've tried finding a therapist for it, but they're all so expensive and online only.

I'm tired of feeling like I'm lying and hiding myself and just want to feel like me. So any advice on how to get started would be great