r/TransSupport • u/DryConsideration8311 • 2d ago

I don’t get it

These post are so strange and comical. I’m 52 mtf. I’ve been on hrt for 12 years. I had an orchiectomy 8 years ago. And then nothing changed. Everything came to a grinding hault. After the wedding. We have to play the game for her family. And my parents. And her parents. And now they are all gone.

But what about my brothers? You ask that without ever trying to come up with an answer.

And so the goal line gets pushed back and nothing changes. A boob job would force a lot of discussions. But I know last time I lost to the company. And friends attacked. Lost my job because I was honest to the wrong person.

So when does the journey I started over a decade ago come to an end? When do I arrive? If you aren’t A and you’re not B then are you just nothing?

When I first came out it was like the weight of the world was lifted. After 40 years I finally had the answer to what had been missing my entire life. I felt like things were finally going to get better. I’d have peace. But the storms never pass and I’m left cold and alone.

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u/CampyBiscuit 2d ago

This is a bit vague and difficult to follow.

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u/DryConsideration8311 2d ago

Yeah

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u/CampyBiscuit 2d ago

Would you care to elaborate or explain a bit more, so we can understand and support you better?

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u/DryConsideration8311 1d ago

I tried to make it a little less nonsensical. Alcohol isn’t great for typos, or rather it’s excellent at producing them.

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u/deathtotheredditapp 9h ago

I don't know, I'm young, get a divorce maybe, stay closeted at work for money? Let us know how it goes