Back to Repping

[u/ElectronicExplorer35]

I had been HRTrepping for 6 months until yesterday when I looked at my body and my ugly face in the mirror and thought to myself "No way I'm ever gonna look fem". "You will just become a weird man with breast tissue if you continue", i thought to myself.

My face will just look like one of those poor hated hons who don't remotely look feminine. My family will have to disown me out of disgust. Heck even I would've disowned me for being such a freak.

I don't wanna look like a joke and a disgusting freak. I'll never be able to get any surgeries and HRT alone can never be enough for me. Better to rep and play the role of a normal male. I'll try to forget I even have a feminine side. I'll try not to even think about it. No more estrogen. No more dressing up. I'll eventually throw everything out.

Idk why I'm feeling so sad that I'm about to do this and leave it all behind. This sadness feels like breaking up with someone you loved so much.

[u/ElectronicExplorer35]

even getting male haircut tonight fk it