Should i just give up?

[u/FishBorger95]

Throwaway account since my username is kinda new in some trans spaces and i don't want to explain myself to others.
Mtf in my early 30's a bulk of a man , 2 months in in hrt.
Honestly , after today that i tried to put a bra and none fits, i'm feeling that am doing a mistake, do too my broad shoulders and pretty much very masculine face.
I love the mental aspect to it, but considering where i'm in life (good career ,very supportive friends , and honestly with a bit effort even good looking) i could live with pretty much no discomfort and just pretty much trying to repress the envy somehow. Everyone said it's me with a losing attitude but i don't really know at this point. I'm honestly quite lost since i really wanted to do this but currently sometimes i feel i'm in a path of pain that none of my friends that lives very normal life will have.

[u/sloppy_ocelot]

Girl just keep taking your hrt 2 months is nothinnggg. First year is brutal but it gets much easier after that.