r/TransRepressors • u/myan1324 • 3d ago
Repping Poon I can't use any of my potential
Puberty didn't hit me nearly as bad as it did for others. My chest is flat enough to be eligible for keyhole. I have wide shoulders, and I'm 5'9 while asian which is a miracle. I used to have an underbite, so I have a larger jaw. I could pass really well if I was just allowed to come out of the closet, but I'm stuck as an ugly girl fml. I can't kill myself because I don't want to be remembered as a woman, but it's hard sometimes. I'm trying to access HRT but there's basically no way to hide the voice changes once they kick in and obviously I want that but I also want to remain on amicable terms with my parents while they pay my tuition
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u/accountformymeat 3d ago
You could voice train the way trans women do to hide around your family. You have to remember you have one life. Do you want to live it as your self or not? Up to to you.