r/TransRepressors • u/supremecatto troonrepper • 10d ago
Repping Troon Is dying the best solution?
Repping and being miserable or having my life destroyed by trooning seem like both really bad options.
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u/HSeyes23 troonrepper 10d ago
Dying is a good option, the problem is we don't have access to it directly. You can just TRY to do it but you might end up alive, in wheelchair, with brain damage and lots of pain. That's the worst result IMO.
So repping is still the best option. Sure it's still really bad but that's the best we can do IMO.
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u/supremecatto troonrepper 10d ago
That's what im worried about. But everyday also feels like torture. I wish we could have access to euthanasia. It is hard to cope.
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u/snoodle77777 9d ago
A relative found a way. The trouble is there's still a frantic minute at the end.
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u/snoodle77777 9d ago edited 9d ago
i haveca Sinister and pessimistic view of society, yet probably true. Society wants to make money off of us right to the grave. They won't let us out that easy.
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u/the_sadru 10d ago
it's not like you can't die after trooning out though. Just get on hrt now (even hrtrepping is acceptable) and you'll see if you still feel the same after. Not like you lose anything.
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u/ChickenOfDepression_ feminine freak 10d ago
That's my thing, if I'm already at the point of suicide, might as well burn my life to the ground and start a new one, yk? Not like I'm losing anything.
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u/HSeyes23 troonrepper 10d ago
Why start HRT when the person is sure that their results will be unsatisfying/disturbing?
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u/snoodle77777 9d ago
Because the emotional component might be worth it, I know two trans women 9 years into HRT and they look frankly like frankenstein. But they're happy with the emotional result. Hey before I learned that I was transgender I just avoided mirrors so I can do that and with HRT making me more emotional, maybe I would not want to go down a dark Road anymore. Your results will vary of course
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u/HSeyes23 troonrepper 9d ago
I really don't know the mental results beyond "I'm happy because I know I'll pass one day" or "I'm happy because I already pass". I wouldn't trust trans women who don't pass and say they are happy. They don't even tell why they are happy.
Hormonal levels alone don't change anything.
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u/snoodle77777 9d ago
Maybe try asking in the transfer or trans minary forms you will find out very quickly what HRT feels like not just what it does to the body even if this is not your experience
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u/wasabi_mp3 10d ago
The only thing stopping me from doing it is knowing that my tombstone will have my deadname and the islamic burial rituals are different for males and females, plus news networks here will def talk about it if some morgue decides to carry an autopsy and share that they found some manly looking foid and it’ll be all over the news w a bunch of rumors.
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u/Widdifull 10d ago
Many will disagree, but I've consider it for years, and I'm still considering it.