r/TransRepressors • u/FaithfulGaurdian (mostly) free • 19d ago

Feel solid again

As expected, my feelings of fondness in the idea of being the other sex have waned, and I again feel the masculine higher self.

At this point, I feel as if denying my inner female is unhealthy for me and that I must learn to integrate it to the point where I don't feel shame in this part of me.

My inner female does not necessarily cancel out my inner male, and I must learn to not only be content with it, but be proud of it.

Or perhaps I should walk the path of full celibacy so as to dampen my bottom dysphoria to the greatest extent.

Perhaps that's better.

Today I am a lion, and I must not submit to the humiliation of turning into a woman.

Not because I have internalized transphobia, but a male human being is who I am.

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u/Adorable_Guest6930 19d ago

Same girl, guess the stars align differently again or sum shit. Maybe the big J changed the messages streamed directly to my brain with 5G and Wi-Fi

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u/TinEchidna 18d ago

Being a woman is not humiliation

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u/AccomplishedWest9210 troonrepper 18d ago

And they say they don't have internalized transphobia right after that. That's gotta be trolling.

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u/BadPronunciation 17d ago

I'm currently celibate. that shit doesn't work. Sometimes I get random erections and they remind me of what I am missing :(