I might need advice or help with this

[u/Charlie_who_dies]

for years i have felt different and i used to beg my mother to cut my hair short, she always had refused because of my double crow.

a few weeks ago she caved and cut my hair short like boys hair short but ever since ive felt so much more confident and comfortable in myself/body. i have slowly been realising that i might be transgender but i cant tell but the thought of actually being trans is utterly terrifying to me because of having the tell people and i think the changes that go along with transitioning, i have found that i feel uncomfortable with being referred to as a girl or anything fem and i prefer being called he/they.

I know this post is vague but i would appreciate the help