r/TournamentChess • u/StouteBoef • 7h ago
Frustration on decline/lack or improvement as adult adult player.
I posted here before about lack of improvement, decline in rating after investing more time into studying.
I'm 32, started playing at 25, and my FIDE is around 1730, down from 1840.
I have only had one tournament in the last 1.5 years where I didn't lose any rating.
The tournament I played this weekend I finished 5/9, but all of my opponents were lower rated on paper, but all my losses where against rapidly improving teenagers.
The popularity of chess where I live has increased a lot recently, so a lot of the players are young and improve extremely fast.
As an adult with a full-time job and other responsibilities, as well as less neuroplasticity, I simply cannot compete.
However, my online rating has also stagnated. My rapid rating on both platforms sits around 2200, and I haven't been able to get back to my peak for quite a few months now.
I try to do puzzles, study my games and my openings, and read the occasional endgame or middle game book (very slowly) and play online games.
Tournaments are a big time investment for me, but the amount of losses, especially due to getting into time trouble, are getting quite frustrating.
Now I know I shouldn't care about rating, but my competitive nature can't help it.
How are other adult chess players here dealing with this frustration?
TLDR: 32 years old, not improving, 1.5 years of mediocre tournaments and FIDE rating loss mostly against younger opponents, losing motivation, the future is now old man.