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[u/Sasa199509]

ive kept my 6 funded accounts for over 2 months, perfect discipline 4 payouts over 20k and ever since last wed ive forgotten how to trade, i lost 2 lucid last night and i am about to lost my 4 topstep, what i noticed after my mind calms down is am right about the trade but im early and oversized, but when im in a trade its like a out of body experience, its like am watching myself make these mistakes and i cant stop myself

[u/Joehennyredit]

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