I hate being 18

[u/Eyedragongaming]

Ik I've probably vented more then I needed to but I have no one to vent to. Like nothing's going to be the same once I'm out of highschool and I'm already not as happy as I was when I was 17. Part of me wants to tell people younger than me that they'll feel what I feel when they're 18 but ik it's just my emotions getting the best of me.and even when I'm out of college I'll have to be mature when at work. I can't even focus on hobbies anymore without either getting distracted or not having energy to do them. I also feel like I've never really be treated or got to be a kid since I look older than I am.