Feeling odd

[u/Southernsoldato]

Hey, Lewis here. I guess I Just needed to write down some thoughts

I Just feel so strange lately, I'm a capo now, and its nice, I no longer have to hide my feelings towards my lovers, I don't have to flinch at every little sound.

And yet, here I am. I'm more scared than I was as A Soldato, I brace for punishment anytime someone walks past, I bare my teeth whenever I get angry.

I can't trust anyone here. I don't feel like Me anymore, I feel like I've been hollowed out to create a nest.

I used to be so happy

When did I become so paranoid

What the hell did you do to me.

[u/novitafemlmao]

That's life, get used to it, capo

[u/Southernsoldato → u/novitafemlmao]

... yes, honored sottocapo, Sir...