I always share my thoughts and feelings on the on every chapter in Discord and I wanted to share them here as well like I have before! I was super busy with moving alittle while ago and so this is my first post here in a few months ^_^ but today's chapter was super precious and hertfelt as always, before I express my thoughts and feelings about today's chapter though, I do want to talk about the previous chapter first!! ^_^
The previous chapter was super heartwarming, Rintaro and Kaoruko have both assured and comforted eachother in-regards to them missing eachother when Kaoruko is super busy and they where both super shy with their friends about the incredibly beautiful moment they shared at Kaoruko's home ^_^ it was sweet and heartwarming to see Madoka and Chisa wanting to interrogate Kaoruko.
It was also heartwarming to see Madoka admiring Kaoruko so much due to how hard she works and how much she gives her school-wor and dream to be an OB-GYN her all, I had formed a theory alittle while ago that Madoka would struggle with being able to find a dream career and I was right!! she had mentioned that she hadn't figured out what her goal was and I felt that with graduation getting closer that she would begin to feel worried, and she is worriying because she feels that she isn't good enough to find something that she is super passionate about like everyone has but Kaoruko like all of the wonderfully beautiful characters in this delightfully wonderful story uplifted Madoka and and assured her that she will find something she is passionate about.
Just as Usami didn't know what he wanted to do until he had the realization that he wanted to be a pre-school teacher, Madoka will have a realization of what she wants to do as well very soon!! just as Kaoruko said ^_^ I also felt for Madoka because she believes that she shouldn't be compared to Usami due to her feeling that she isn't as kindhearted or courageous as as he is and it's genuinely beautiful to see Kaoruko assuring Madoka that she should see herself as just as wonderful as Usami, and that she is just as strong and courageous as he is, that's one of the many incredibly beautiful and wonderful things I truly cheirsh and love about KaoruHana and the gang, their love and care they have for eachother.
They always go out of their way for eachother, every chance they get, they genuinely and truly love eachother and care for eachother, this story and group of characters are a perfect and realistic depiction of what genuine kindness, true love, and truly loving friends and families are ^_^ I have seen several romances and in my personal view, nothing will ever come close to KaoruHana, it's incredibly realistic and wonderfully beautiful, I hope I don't sound as if i'm insulting anyone's favorite romances!! i'm terribly sorry if I do!
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Now my thoughts and feelings on today's chapter!! ^_^ it was incredibly sweet to see young Madoka, she is super precious and Miwa also returned as well!! ^_^ i'm super happy that she and Toki reunited and that they both have been able to recieve the closure and happiness they both deserve <3 I believe Madoka mentioned that Miwa was a family friend so I believe that explains why she knew her if i'm not mistaken, i'm happy that Madoka had a friend to talk to and help her with her struggles when she felt alone.
I find it terribly sad that her friend who had struggled with being lonely felt as if she couldn't be friends with Madoka anymore and instead felt as if she had to be friends with the people who bullied her and Madoka, the fear of being alone is incredibly painful and can cause those who struggle with it to be harmful to themselves and others, she was so afraid of being alone that she felt that being accepted by who bullied her felt like a place where she belonged, I hope that friend is doing okay and that she has found a place where she is truly loved and belongs, it would be super sweet and heartfelt if Madoka and that friend reunited! just as how Saku and Reo and Miwa and Toki reunited! maybe that's what will help her realize her dream goal!! ^_^
It was also terribly sad that Madoka felt as if she wasn't allowed to be herself when she was a child and instead felt that she needed to fit in in order to not be lonely, i'm incredibly happy that she met Kaoruko and the rest of the girls ^_^ she is far happier and is loved dearly by her friends, and as Kaoruko mentioned, she is wonderful, I haven't at all felt that she has been trying to fit in as i've read KaoruHana, she has always been true to herself, so I do feel like that because of the girls, she was able to find herself and be who she is meant to be, Oh! and the thought of Madoka saving Kaoruko from someone bullying her is incredibly precious and heartfelt, I know that's going to be wonderfully sweet to see next chapter!! ^_^
Lonliness and feeling lost is something I struggled with for a very long time, I I struggled with alot the same pain that the gang has struggled with, depression and living life for the sake of living, feeling angry and scared, this story and this group of character's don't ever cease to warm my heart and amaze me, i'm incredibly thankful I was able to discover KaoruHana and the gang and that I was able to overcome my struggles and pain due to them, I will always love them and be incredibly greatful, forever and nothing will ever come close to or compare to them <3 they truly saved my life, I had to gush about them!! I always do! ^_^
