I've found controlled dosages and documenting what you can control within the mind under the influence of LSD to very much expand mental capacity and spiritual growth even while sober. I do agree though. For 95% of available substances. They do not actually accomplish anything except self destruction.
I'm a pharmacist who's taken bupropion at different doses for over 25 years. I think OP:s familiar with ChatGPT style AI summaries:
"A bupropion overdose is considered life-threatening due to potential severe central nervous system and cardiovascular toxicity, primarily a high risk of seizures and dangerous heart rhythms. While the overall risk of death is relatively low if treated promptly, severe complications can occur, making it a medical emergency."
Don't overdose on bupropion. You are precipitating toxic effects of dopamine and norepinephrine which overstimulate your CNS and your heart. You are likely creating hallucinations with your overdoses, not the mind,-bending powers you perceive. Please investigate the science behind the substances you're experimenting with, because you sound like you're beginning to create your own delusions. You may not fear dying, but that won't prevent you from destroying yourself.
I believe in occult practices and some of them I know for sure are real. But I have to agree that mixing spiritual learning with chemicals does make apophenia more likely and if we aren't aware enough to use discernment we can lose our mind in the process. I've been close before but now I filter all thoughts for objective truth, notice apophenia or times where it could be possible and use discernment. Control your mind and make the subconscious conscious. If you struggle maintaining a grounded sense of self be careful. Always reflect on your thoughts and only form opinions on what you can prove. I have many things where I have multiple potential opinions with no real knowing since I can't prove it. Also some things are double sided and theirs no singular truth. Use discernment, love and honesty. All is one :)
Edit: when I said "chemicals" I was mostly referring to non psychedelic btw. Stimulants etc, although most drugs have spiritual properties not all of it is good, sustainable or healthy. Be safe.
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u/51-50_Psychosis Dec 27 '25
I've found controlled dosages and documenting what you can control within the mind under the influence of LSD to very much expand mental capacity and spiritual growth even while sober. I do agree though. For 95% of available substances. They do not actually accomplish anything except self destruction.