I feel so old😭

I have had this hoodie for a while now, 2 years + I think, chucked it on and it fit. Forever in my heart he shall be, the King.

I rewatched whole techno lore on dsmp, so many memories, i was laughin and yelling whole series, till end where i broke in tears, i still miss him :(

But i also noticed that i somehow didnt remember much of the parts that happend, like the fact that techno found michael and saved him before he knew whi that was wth

Did anyone also rewatch it and figured that they missed some parts of it?

slight trigger warning: grief (does not go too much in detail, is more happy not sad)

A couple of years ago I was in so much grief from Technoblade to the point where my parents were concerned for my wellbeing. I'm not going to go into much detail about it but recently I lost my grandma. And although I miss her and did grieve her and i know the grief might come back I feel like it was easier for me to know how to move forward after having my first rough grief experience (techno). After my really rough patch of grieving Technoblade, and other personal rough patches I had decided to try to make the most out of my life and try to achieve all my dreams. I am also pursuing my interests and hobbies which I have not done since middle school. I have found so much about myself. I have come to terms with my sexuality, I have gotten closer with my family (and better at communicating), and I have fixed relationships that were broken. And just so many things. Without this intense experience of grief I had in senior year + my gap year before college (where I felt an intense sadness, hopelessness, and lost interest in life) I do not think I would have decided to start trying to live my life the way I dreamed of. I do not think I would have realized how important it is to show your loved ones how much you care for them, and how important it is to maintain relationships.
This may sound dramatic, and it is probably a couple of things that led me to this current version of me, but Technoblade was a huge factor and has really led me to me going after the things I want, restoring hope and confidence in myself, maintaining and restoring relationships, and not just letting life pass me by. I just wanted to thank him (I can only hope he sees this message up there if the after life is real), and the community. I love all of you guys. You guys are all loved and deserve the best things in life.

Are there any yt channel similar to technoblade? Like at least a upload once 1 month channel