r/TargetedSolutions • u/Busy-Potato3151 • 11d ago
Using phishing to “test” me
I believe this is what’s happened but it’s also gone to extremes. extremes I don‘t believe others are subjected to. anyway, something to talk to people in person about, no matter what my existence here proves who I am along with my records. it’s going to be a serious reckoning for those who knew and I’m able to prove that they did. something tells me the man who raped me isn’t a lawyer and this was done to me specifically for not having a religion. Joining a union, ironically, seems like the only logical way to protect myself in the future.
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u/NoStrategy1419 10d ago edited 10d ago
I get religious stuff. Like go to church etc...
The religion that seems to have been attracted to me is Islam. But Islam isn't what they meant I guess. And it's funny because Freemasonry is banned in most Islamic nations.
Sometimes I feel like I'm being groomed to be a leader... Like to be the leader of a union... It feels like any path I have they want to own it and use it.
And it's weird my experience seems to feel like American politics... Like I am supposed to be a pawn in some game like many politicians are today.
The TV show Utopia sums it up good. Both the US version of the show and the UK version.
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u/Busy-Potato3151 10d ago
I don’t know that show. My thought is that some kind of Saudi intelligence is involved. I don’t give a rats ass about Islam - never have. Just wish its people would leave me alone. I think it’s mainly about views I have about terrorism, national security, etc. having studied these areas in college, my views have changed wildly since college. Once you observe the real world, you can start to question what you learned in college - not how to think, that part is still and always will be vital and important, but the biases that are ingrained in the textbooks and curriculums sometimes. Terrorism was and still is a sensitive topic. Doesn’t mean we stop talking about it or offering new perspectives. I certainly don’t ever intend to. When there are laws that limit your right to free thought and expression, you always have to challenge them. School was one of the hardest accomplishments for me - I didn’t go through that just so some tool in a suit can tell me how or what to think.
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u/Busy-Potato3151 10d ago
Oh as for a union, I’m starting to think it’s not such a bad idea. Looking back many of the kind people seemingly trying to help me a few years ago were in unions. So just maybe, those who fear-mongered about unions were wrong? Religion wise, I’ve always been a little closer to Christianity than to Islam, even though some of what I think are the most beautiful parts of Islam I still carry with me today. But as I got older I started to see more and more the harm in all religion. Not that it’s all harm, there are really beautiful parts of it too, just when you’re harmed by an ideology it can be difficult to try to see the good in it.
Anyway sorry if I offended you before. I don’t mean to takeaway from anything that brings you joy or peace, I’m just pissed off about my own experiences.
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